life as a cheerleading matt.

life is tough. constantly being stomped on and people tearing at me day after day. listening to the constant yelling of coaches and having no escape. the worst feeling is when someone gets injured and you feel like you didnt do your job by cushioning their fall when in reality there is nothing you could have done better. i wish i could see something else, something other then misurable teenagers wanting nothing more then to go home. something other then the torn sole of the athletes favorite pair of shoes they refuse to replace. i want to see life in the out doors, anything other than this gym.